Lost In the Prairies.....Found by God

I confess that I have a stash of chocolate and I rarely share it with anyone, especially my kids.

I confess that I drink at least 4 cups of coffee a day.

I confess that I'm addicted to Drop Dead Diva.

I confess that I often don't put sunscreen on my kids.

I confess that most evenings I count the seconds until bed time.

I confess that I haven't finished the Bible in 90 Days challenge.  I stopped in Luke.

I confess that I haven't read a lot of blogs since January and that my Reader is intimidating and overwhelming.

I confess that I rarely respond to people's comments on my blog.  Something that I have been trying to work on.

I confess that I often judge and gossip about others especially when I am angry or jealous.

I confess that there are times I just want to get in my car and drive away and escape from life.

I confess that I give more of my time to my friends than to God or my family.

I confess that I struggle with forgiving people when I have been or feel that they have betrayed my trust or loyalty to them.

I confess that there have been too many times where I have felt hopeless and have been literally on the floor broken.

I confess that I don't often turn to God when I should.  That I try to do it my way and fail drastically.

I confess that I'm not perfect, nor am I organized, nor do I have it all together.  It usually feels like everything is balanced on a thread.

I acknowledge that I have a great and forgiving Father who continues to call me through the messy.  Who loves me just for me.  Who wants me to rest in His Word and presence and be whole in Him.